I love being ashamed of my work

Knowing my current work won’t be my best work is one of the most important mindsets that has helped me evolve.

Giving myself the freedom of dissatisfaction while still proudly completing and posting whatever I’ve done that day is oddly rewarding.

I wish I could put these revelations into any of you who struggle. Like, truly take away your doubts and self defeating modes and replace them with these weird counter intuitive thought processing gems I’ve managed to hone in.

This is a SICK Magneto, but I KNOW I have so much more to learn. I know there are mistakes in here. I know there will be corrections in the future. I know I can do better.

But I also know I can look back at previous Magnetos I’ve done and this be one of, if not, THE BEST one.

So I’m ashamed of my past work. I’m ashamed of my current work. But I am equally proud of both, because I know they are the inevitable evidence of the future ahead.